Aware of their cancer after

This is a patient-line wrote: When you know had cancer, the indescribable feeling themselves. In a hospital outside the main entrance of the walk without purpose, no tears, just pain. How to recognize this reality can not blame God so unfair, why the disaster befall me. would like to call, I am looking for people. almost collapsed, do not want to eat rice, do not want to drink water. normally talk to so-and-so got what disease, so-and-so had cancer disease. sorry for her. But things happen in their own body, and finally to understand what kind of mood. No matter how all would like to take things too hard. Back at home, their own life to end this way. too can not be reconciled, but there nothing about it. the involuntary tears streaming down, too painful.


If I had cancer, I would cry, no one would like to live, remember loved ones, think of their own desire not completed, will be very sad, understanding. . .

However, suffering from, no way has become a fact of life, and no way to change the school you are accepted,

Let those around us happy, happy to let my own. .
If I am, I will do what they want, I will be very hard for food. . .. . .
In short, I will more than happy not sick before.

Do not think that I looked at the edge of it, not to speak. I also suspect that what I was not sick, how the weight twenties who do not repeatedly drop to 100. . .

I do not want to investigate disease, live well every day, over a lifetime than the more meaningful. .

Advice
If early, then keep in mind the strong points --:::: the world can not overcome the difficulties::: living happy, so that those around us happy, to cure!

If the late ... ... to go travel around you, China is such a great place you have never been better, not seen, not played, must be very interesting.
If the body too much, then look at the news at home, concern about world affairs, there are a lot of people suffer more than you do, think about Iraq, Afghanistan, where all people, including U.S. forces, in fact, they and you Like, ah, to live in fear every day waiting to die, perhaps they or their loved ones will be walked hang.
A good rest, positive response to pain, since the disease, and happy is the day, is also unhappy day, why not choose to live them happy.